Word of the day: Bullshit
This friend that is causing me stress and wasting my time: I thought we had a bond thats why I treasure you as a close friend but your action tells me you don’t give a shit about this friendship. Thats it I had enough. My patience of more than a year of your bullshit. No more time wasting on you.
There are many categories of friends, I don’t try to fit them into the box. it just happens. Through time the relationship develops you become closer or distant. They fit into another category…Ok all this bullshit ramble is because my closest friend hurt me real bad this time. She is going through some problems but hey everyone has there own burden in life. I tried reaching out to her countless of times even when I also am dealing with my own problems.
Every single time I have to comfort and cheer her up. People change and grow into better people if they want. I know I am changing and learning to be better than who I am now, every single day. I tried to help you but all you do is to run around circling your problems… like staring into an endless dark hole without looking up at the lights around you. The helping hands and support from people who cares about you. Hey all you need to do is to look out of the dark hole.
I dunno what you’re doing but being all depressed will not move you anywhere in life. It’ll only push your love ones farther away from you. My mum had depression which affected me when I was a kid. Consequently I had depression growing up. But hey it’s always there inside to me, its the feeling. I know it but I learn to live with it such that it has no power over me. Now I am depression free. People always say snap out of it and yes thats right. All you need to do is snap out of it. ’Depression’ is only a word that has no meaning in my life.
I’ve spent more than half a year trying to reaching out to you. You are always being ignorant. Giving me bullshit. I am very hurt. I don’t need to be your friend you don’t even give a shit about me.
This is all bullshit.